280. First Test

First test of will and decision about not to worry, since today I was doing my accounting. (And didn’t finish.)

So I am not sure about my economy in detail and even if I was I would not be sure about my income. Such is the life, now, of a self-employed person: Me.

But I did what I had time for and then let it go, and said to myself – as promised – that it made no sense to worry about a future I cannot control.

No sense to sell out my sense of calm in the present and stress and try various ill-thought through activities to ‘insure’ I will earn more, in the future.

No sense at all.

Except follow a plan I already have about what to do, when to do it, and be calm when I don’t have the time to do it, because of babies, dishes and other life-things.

But I did it fine. Today.