346. Hard Looks

Recently I’ve felt more and more often that I’m ‘losing myself’, and the worst part is that I cannot really feel what it is exactly I am losing. Because I don’t feel I have time to sit down and feel … that.

It should ring some alarm bells and it does.

There are a lot of people dependent on me right now and not many hours (more like minutes) free to myself, and I am not very good with these situations.

But I think maybe it is time I took a long hard look at the options for making a bit more time for myself. I am no good if I go down, not to any one.

Besides, people have a tendency to be understanding if you explain your need and don’t wait to express it until you do so in anger.