I wanted so badly to watch television this weekend while I did the dishes. Anything to get buzz in my head and relax while I had some ‘free’ time, not taking care of Jay.
But I did not.
I promised myself that, aside from emergencies and The Blog, home-time is without Internet.
Yeah, I check my mail in the mornings and the headlines before Jay gets up and that’s it – on Saturdays and Sundays.
Weekdays I check whatever I like while I work and then go home and shut down completely that line to ‘on’.
So no TV, just dishes.
And time to think about how to make it all work – income, relationships, art, life.
Especially art and life.
If I want to make any headway here before there is no more time left I have to be a bloody puritan with regard to net or any other kind of buzz that I once made a habit of filling my mind with.
I want to fill it with the life I want to create.