I think I want The Blog to be like a mountain range, as it grows older. A mountain range in cyberspace Not any particular mountain or landmark, but important nonetheless, for people who live there or close by.
It has no particular identity, like a golden city on a mountain or something like that.… Read more
Decided only to blog in the evenings after Jay has gone to bed – which is insane of course, if I ever want to get more blogging done in the short-term.
Or perhaps it is sanest of all.
I mean, that affirms that I even though I truly do want The Blog to be big, helpful and much read … my primary priority IS for blogging to give me energy.… Read more
All right, with the last handful of posts I have practically destroyed any attempt at organizing The Blog on a higher level than just the normal categorizing and tagging.
And I have said to hell with all the multitude of contradictions and dead ends that are in the previous 460 posts or so, or in many of them.… Read more
Yes, no more link-dump trying to find five links for every blog post that may link to other blog posts. To be ‘helpful’ – to myself, to search engines and to any future readers. Yadayada.
Maybe some links, some times. Maybe not.
That’s what makes it feel fun to blog again!… Read more
No screw it, I know what I need to do now to make The Blog work for me. And here it is – my manifesto:
The Blog is not going to be indexed or sorted or organized anymore than a simple full list of posts and a normal blog page. I don’t care to index – it demotivates me like hell.… Read more
Okay, so now I have made the momentous decision to shift from trying to do every post as a sort of log or diary to only do it for select posts – with our without some Big Reflection on a Given Topic added to whatever I could want to share with you from my daily life on that particular date.… Read more
Not much worth shouting out about going on today, at least as far as I can see in my calendar (I am woefully behind with The Blog – this is written on 24 Feb!). So I might as well use this date to take time and space to say something about an aspect of The Blog that I have so far neglected: Why is it anonymous?… Read more
This is going to be the last post in my review-series of … older posts to see which reflections/conclusions/observations about Inner Power I might want to use for a guide. I have written that with capital letters at times – Guide or “Mega Guide” – because I want it to be important.… Read more
My God, I just re-read yesterday’s long post and I thought to myself: What a bunch of messy BS …
And I got a real case of flash impostor syndrome … it happens ever so often when I think about what The Blog is for, and who it is going to be good for.… Read more
It is not just about saying things, it is about sharing them. And giving something to others thereby. Something we all strive for deep down, I believe.
It is a blessing that this is possible in the day of the Internet, even if you fuck up most other things in your life.… Read more
I believe that it is not really possible anymore, as I believed when I was younger, to really change the world in my lifetime only contribute to some level of flow of positive change. Not very good way of putting it, but change is so slow and incremental if you want to contribute to something global and not just your immediate family or friends’ lives, or your own personal development.… Read more
We went back to our old apartment today to clean up, after having had Jay checked one final time at the hospital for some muscle problems that made him kind of cramp too much to the right side; probably a result of his hard birth.
It was nice – that Jay is on the right track to functioning normally, with that.… Read more
We’re still in the other city, just taking walks, washing clothes, shopping and looking after Jay.
And thinking about when and how I can get back to earning money, what’s going to happen with my mother and family, and burning the batteries helping with Jay because Char’s hand is still bad.… Read more