550. For Jay

We love each other. We want to find solutions. Even if it seems dim - through the fog of anger. But what is important to both of us,  I have no doubt, is that we must also find solutions for Jay's sake. We simply can't bear that he should have parted parents, much less that he should have parents who bicker and argue most of the time. It makes him feel unsafe and it hurts him. Obviously. And we want the best for him. So we have to find a way back to the best in ourselves, even if it has been seriously challenged this past year. But we have to. There is not other way.