89. As It Turns Out

So last night when I came home after a friendly meeting with PL (which was wonderful), I felt … a lot better.

Not so much because of the meeting but because, I strongly suspect …

  • that I had not checked email all day except in the morning and during a few workhours for a client when I had to check some of his instructions
  • that I had not checked news or anything else on the Internet all day since morning
  • when I had only checked the national and BBC, plus searched for blogs that I’d like to comment on …

And I didn’t do any of that either when I came home.… Read more

69. Gossamer Light

“Take these dogs away from me … before they bite!”

That’s a line from a song, but it could’ve been a good line for this day on the Journey.

For I felt absolutely on the edge of rotten today.

Dunno exactly why, but as I’ve explained before I sometimes wake up and feel extremely ‘low on energy’, more edgy, more irritable, more anxious.… Read more

5. New Order

I had difficulty sleeping in the early hours, as so often these days.

My mind was racing, feelings with echoes of anxiety throwing my focus around like a pinball – and very much away from sleep.

I think it’s a combination of old scars from the days when I was hospitalized perhaps further back, and natural nervousness about becoming a father – a major life change.… Read more