I have a really fucking long list of things to day that could keep me from doing something I really love, things that are Very Important – from cleaning house to searching for customers.
But I don’t do them.
I do the other thing.
And I realize more and more that this is what I have to do in order to get time to do that other thing – which I love.… Read more
Written on 20 March this post is indicative of … problems. At least with regard to keeping up blogging, and blogging about something that is … good. Meaning valuable. Meaning something I can believe is good and valuable for others.
With regard to catching up on both The Blog and my life, so to speak, things are messy right now and I don’t really know where to begin.… Read more
It is now 10 March 2018 and the 450th post. Since this is dated earlier, I’m obviously behind – again. So I guess it is time to rethink the project. I hate being behind so much and The Blog is not supposed to be a chore or a stress factor, it’s supposed to be a source of strength.… Read more
Today is actually 4 March, so you can guess how far behind I am on The Blog. How did it come to this?
Not much new here, I’m afraid. Since deciding to stay at home to help with Jay for about 80 percent of the time, I have not really had extra time.… Read more
These days I am mostly at home helping Char take care of Jay as per our new agreement, and which is a good thing since her hand has taken a turn for the worse.
It has been period for a period, while I have helped and she has been getting treatments, and I thought we could at least keep status quo as we have been trying to do since all of this started in September. … Read more
I’m through summing up conclusions from last year’s reflections, but where next?
These day’s I’ve had a backlog of posts, not because the world went up in flames but just … because: Baby, work, family and all. And sometimes the need to forget my laser-focus and just zone out whenever I had an hour or two.… Read more
Everything has … slipped. Not because something catastrophic has happened, mind you, just the daily whirl of baby-care, looking for work, relationship maintenance and Everything Else.
So this is actually written on Jan 6, and therefore it is time to do a series of list posts again – although I officially hate these animals.… Read more
Char came home with Jay and they had had a good trip down south to the family, and the rest of the day was pretty much waiting and prepping for the other big trip this month – to my parents’.
Everything else is on standby, as expected.
I’ve been thinking about under what conditions a creative project equals stress, if I can’t work on it, like on a day like this.… Read more
So my head is a little bit less of a mess today … I guess it’s true (or so I’ve read somewhere) that taking a vacation can be very stressful for people who are used to work a lot.
However, this isn’t exactly a vacation, so maybe that’s just a BS-thought I need to put somewhere and get on with it.… Read more
Not much noted in my calendar today, so I think we prioritized getting out of the apartment (while the usual pipe-work was going on) and to the second house we have borrowed in so many months. And then what?
Since there is not much in the calendar, as said, I think I probably chose to focus on Jay and Char for some reason, but it was likely a good one.… Read more