I should be able, with that temp work in place, to just say: ‘Oh hell – I feel bad this morning. I have 2 hours. I don’t have to do anything but it down, relax and wait until I feel better’.
So no pushing for customer search or whatever.
Sure, then it will take longer to built up a ‘steady’ customer network. And all sorts of other things.
But again, I am simply too old to continue this trend of letting the future keep me hostage and not able to relax and … feel good about being here now. I’m going to do anything to not let that happen.
And then all sorts of goals that I know will indeed give me happiness once completed – they will have to wait a bit longer.
Because I am busy being happy right now.