• 280. First Test

    September 10, 2017

    No sense to sell out my sense of calm in the present and stress and try various ill-thought through activities to 'insure' I will earn more, in the future. No sense at all. Except follow a plan I already have about what to do, when to do it, and be calm when I don't have the time to do it, because of babies, dishes and other life-things. But I did it fine. Today.
  • 265. The Hardest Part

    August 27, 2017

    I suppose I should feel bereft, having spent such a long time struggling with this question about making money in better ways - only to end up realizing that I can't solve it now and that I am definitely trying to solve it in a wrong way, a way that does not work and so I should stop. And wait. See what comes. That is the hardest part. But sometimes we have to.
  • 252. The Square

    August 14, 2017

    The question is how I can square the sense of my need to appreciate the now with the need to change the now.
  • 244. Drop By Drop

    August 6, 2017

    Perhaps it is smarter to do as I stated above and then try to create that situation now, which I want, and then expand it gradually as best I can - like a pool spilling over into the areas outside of the pool ... or something. Instead of pretending or imagining that I am in a desert thirsting and I have to try to reach a pool somewhere in the distance? I have to imagine I have a small pool now and focusing on making that grow and spill over.
  • 208. Balance Between Passion, Purpose and Profit – Status

    July 1, 2017

    But more often than not, for my own life at least, I've found that I need to balance passion, purpose and profit - not try to force it into one place or activity. One thing I do is what I am most passionate about, work-wise. Another contains the most purpose. Another the most profit. Each contain a little bit of the other, but they are separate. Will it change in the future? I want it to, honestly. But for now it seems like I have to strike a balance, and learn to strike it better every day. Like most other humans.
  • 196. Through the Crap

    June 19, 2017

    Now I just have to execute. But perhaps half the battle is won by coming to a clear decision first.
  • 190. Passive Income Is Not Passive – Get Over It

    June 13, 2017

    Passive income is nothing but a pipe dream - sitting there on the beach, blogging a bit and sipping a drink and then the millions roll in. But a lot of people are earning from that dream. Just not the ones buying it.
  • 178. How I Sabotage Myself From Earning Money

    June 1, 2017

    I admit it: I am a self-keep-a-down-holic. I have hurt more people by not exploiting my full potential and changing the world and earning more money to share than I have by keeping myself down. I will have to have the courage to look at that statement every day from now on and really feel how much it hurts. Only then, I feel, can I begin to see - deep deep down - that what I have been doing so far has been wrong and has not worked. I have saved no one, not even myself. If there is a power in admitting the truth, I so badly want to feel it now.
  • 177. Minor Questions About Why I Fucked Up My Career So Far

    May 31, 2017

    So ... marketing. That is something I will have to do something about, because currently nobody is visiting The Blog. Except one or two people a week, and I don't even know if they are people. They might be robots ... But fair enough. These are some hard insights and I'm not sure I won't get impatient again and try to channel (too much) energy into improving my web-business or my live talk income when I should really just focus on building and marketing The Blog, and eventually develop products for it. I'm not sure at all. But now I am sure of what I want. And that is worth a lot.
  • 176. Today I Wanted to Switch Work, Income, Life – Immediately

    May 30, 2017

    I may not get what I want in terms of money, but I will get answers. I have to. I can't just let all those rivers carry me away anymore - to a destination I don't decide. I decide one thing and that is that I WILL have answers. For my sake. For my family's sake. I will fight for myself and my happiness. I will. And at the very least I will get knowledge. And in that decision alone, lies hope.