Inner Power

  • 256. Breathing Space

    August 18, 2017

    I can't come up with big plans to fix the imbalances in my life right now. I need to be able to breathe first.
  • 248. What I Have To

    August 10, 2017

    It helps to slow down, though, in my thinking and doing. The slower pace makes me feel less stress and better able to make decisions. I just have to remember it.
  • 211. Conscious Internet-Use

    July 4, 2017

    Now I'll have another go. I'll plan what I want to do with my time on the net and do only that and then close it down again. On desktop and phone. I'm not kidding. A may come across as a fanatic puritan, but I really, really feel there is much to be gained by trying this. I am trying it. Including this blog post, and then finish. But God, it is difficult. Perhaps that is an indicator of how much it is worth to achieve.
  • 207. Today I Felt Like I Didn’t Belong Anywhere

    June 30, 2017

    When you feel more ... alive ... then you can go in and analyze if you are in the right place and where you are going. Don't do that, when you feel down.
  • 203. Beauty

    June 26, 2017

    It is not so trite as to say that all things can be made better by only focusing on 'giving me the wisdom to accept the things I cannot change'. It is about focusing more on what can be changed, and realizing this is actually a lot - inside.
  • 194. My Life Is Fucking Perfect (Not)

    June 17, 2017

    Sometimes you have to appreciate what you can do, instead of what you can't.
  • 193. I’m Amazed At How Difficult It Is

    June 16, 2017

    What can redeem all of this is if I can put that insight and sense of humility to good use, for myself or others, in the future, and thus leave something of deep value behind. What will destroy everything that is left is if I allow this sense of being humbled to overwhelm me in despair, shame, self-recrimination, thrown back and forth between these emotions like a ping-pong ball mind. So I have to choose.
  • 184. Maybe I Have Found Out How to Become Significantly Happier

    June 7, 2017

    How the hell can you gain anything by not focusing on it? How the hell can you make something real for you that you badly want by constantly criticizing yourself for not having it? How can you arrive at a place without setting a course?
  • 167. Maybe We Could Have Avoided

    May 21, 2017

    Sometimes you have to insist of a certain treatment in the medical system, not just bow to authority. They will often bow to you, then.
  • 161. Going Through

    May 15, 2017

    If you are going through hell, keep going.