I should find more stuff like this. In fact, since there is so much of it on the Internet, I am at a loss to explain why I have not searched more diligently for quality videos in this genre before now, to give me something productive and at the same time relaxing to fill my free time.
I am at a loss ... but maybe it doesn't matter. Only that I now know better. And that I want to make a habit of it.
Perhaps that is why this blog post is kind of important after all. If I then act on it, and say definitively goodbye to Star Wars (and the new Marvel comics).
Well, I do.
And it felt like a relief, despite the void.
But voids are there to be filled. And maybe a few new TV-series about some sprawling epic fascinating scifi universe can wait, anyway. Maybe it would be better to create something myself. Or maybe it would be better to create more quality time with friends and family.
Banal, yes, but isn't it true?
Got the crime website version 1.0 finished and it felt good, even if it is not completed yet and I have not been paid yet and all sorts of other things are not getting done.
But there is still a lot of satisfaction in making a piece of work that you know you've done your best with.
Wouldn't it be more convincing and powerful and thus beneficial to the purpose of The Blog to go out and start showing it to the world at a turning point, when people can begin to believe that yes, this is not just a ludicrous ambition - it is actually starting to come true?
She is a sweet bright young thing and I'm sure she will move on to do great things, but she also says that she figures Eastern Europe has got "more culture" than Spain. A fact she will investigate on interrail while traveling 22 countries in 3 weeks.
So right there and then I don't mind too much having 18 years on her. Maybe I have something to show for them after all.
Movie money logic follows the same formula as our forlorn hopes for life, sometimes: That it stays the same and that we can relive success upon success and don't have to take risks or venture into new territory.