Perhaps each prayer makes a deposit in the ‘cosmic bank’ so there’s more grace to be used by others than there was before.
Its energy instead goes to someone who is ready to receive it.
And then there is some other energy available for the person who missed it this time around. Another deposit from … someone else.
I probably won’t answer or prove where any sudden revelation of clarity comes from, but I feel I need to shift my energy here and believe that there is a source – inside or outside – that will bring me clarity. Without having to research (that much). And without having to think more (that much). And without having to experiment and google more blogs (not that many anyway) to try my ideas and intuition out on reality.
In short: Some source that can help me – point me more in the right direction, so I don’t go somewhere and suddenly see that Wall again I’ve seen so many times when trying to figure out how to be creative and enjoy it and earn a buck and make a little difference at the same time.
Some power that I don’t feel I currently have myself to clarify this idea and its potential. Or to help me put it aside – again. At least for now.
I have to do that. And relax. And the answers will come.
And so I try it and I will let you know when they come
If I had chronically ill parents I would pray and recommend others doing so. MN might need something else, at least in the short term. Maybe for the rest of the term.
But what is it? Is it something I can help with?
For the sake of our friendship I will let this question linger much and return to it, and pray for an answer. That way I can use my belief to help him, even if he does not believe in it or can benefit from a similar point-of-view.